Spineless bastard, a hateful being.
I give myself to emptiness for everlasting seeking.
Disgust and malevolence, filled with screams and agony.
Helpless, I'm trapped here, bringing my conscious where it needs to be.
Searching for hope that isn't there.
A vacant spirit of mind left me wrapped in despair.
Hate fills this place, surrounded by my demons.
Covered in the blood of something I believed in.
I pierce my tortured spirit to feel a sense of security.
A swollen spiral of pain slowly consuming me.
At the bottom, I feel it in my bones.
A dark abyss, my only home.
World of hate.
I am not who I was.
Within myself lies a fucked up line of trust.
I crave the pain that is fed to me.
This is my end.
released July 20, 2017
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