Stuck inside of my fucking mind, these thoughts corrupt my fucking head.
I wake up, I wish I'm dead.
How can I feel when I'm hanging on by a thread?
I will forever rot.
Everything turns black.
Trapped inside the melting pot.
Lifeless, deceased, deathlike.
I want to fucking break.
I'm disconnected from what I love, from what I trust.
Within myself, I'm consumed by the pain.
Broken bones don't add up to a broken spirit.
Lost, I'm not myself, I become torn.
A blank eye, a dead figure.
I am nothing.
I'm tearing down in the motherfucking gutter.
Swooning, inside of my head.
I feel it pulling onto the disconnect.
In the gutter.
released July 20, 2017
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